Back at it Again
Jun. 4th, 2021 10:02 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
pineaura*the most dramatic sigh possible* I'm back on my bologna. Heck.
It was bound to happen. I hardly ever "fall out" of a thing I like and even the ones I truly lost interest in I don't think it was a waste of time or anything. I just didn't have anything to keep grabbing my attention or something, you know? But wow putting things to like the back of my mind where I still very much so love the thing then something brings it right back to the forefront out of the blue and oh my golly gawsh! Try as I might to be like reasonable or whatever, but it's a losing game and yeah I'm gonna be All About That all over again.
And I can't hate that this happens to me. I never lost interest, I just had my main attention focusing on other things, you know? But to have it right back and constantly a part of my cycle of thoughts just... ugh I can't hate it! It is something I love after all.
Still I sometimes wonder, why am I like this? Haha
It was bound to happen. I hardly ever "fall out" of a thing I like and even the ones I truly lost interest in I don't think it was a waste of time or anything. I just didn't have anything to keep grabbing my attention or something, you know? But wow putting things to like the back of my mind where I still very much so love the thing then something brings it right back to the forefront out of the blue and oh my golly gawsh! Try as I might to be like reasonable or whatever, but it's a losing game and yeah I'm gonna be All About That all over again.
And I can't hate that this happens to me. I never lost interest, I just had my main attention focusing on other things, you know? But to have it right back and constantly a part of my cycle of thoughts just... ugh I can't hate it! It is something I love after all.
Still I sometimes wonder, why am I like this? Haha
