Pine for Music

Me, doing absolutely nothing to warrant such a thought and yet asks aloud: when will them rad music peoples let me be part of the collab?

Coming across all these (indie) musicians and seeing them all do collabs with people and golly I've always wanted in on those communities, but life has other plans and just WEH 

I've been getting more comfortable being open with just singing inside my own home again, but it's slow going and I don't know if I'll ever make music again or in the way I've always wanted to since I was basically born. But I come across these tunes and the yearning, the pining, if you will, is so real. Heck.