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I really did just binge through all that. I mean, I did space it out over a few days, but it's still a binge.
Having never experienced this before ever I still don't know what to do. This is new and I'll probably never experience this again, but seriously... what do?
The thought of reaching out to the person responsible so that I may inform them that I am grateful for all that they've done has frequented my thoughts this entire time. However, the works are not on sites I'm on and although there is a way to do it as a guest in one place, I don't know if they read them or anything over there. It seems to be a place they dump the work on, but their main place of operation is elsewhere.
Even so, I don't even know what to say. "Thank you for doing all this incredible work" just doesn't feel right. Feels insignificant and too succinct for the clearly countless amount of time and effort they put into all their stuff. But I'm not a person who's good with words and I'm even worse at explaining feelings, especially when I don't even know what any of these feelings actually are. Again, never having experienced anything like this seems to have put me into a position of not really knowing how to deal with any of it. I've got the gratitude thing there figured out, but the rest? Best I can paint is me doing a shrug with a whole bunch of question marks floating around me.
"Thank you" seems incredibly insufficient and it sucks that it's all I have.
Having never experienced this before ever I still don't know what to do. This is new and I'll probably never experience this again, but seriously... what do?
The thought of reaching out to the person responsible so that I may inform them that I am grateful for all that they've done has frequented my thoughts this entire time. However, the works are not on sites I'm on and although there is a way to do it as a guest in one place, I don't know if they read them or anything over there. It seems to be a place they dump the work on, but their main place of operation is elsewhere.
Even so, I don't even know what to say. "Thank you for doing all this incredible work" just doesn't feel right. Feels insignificant and too succinct for the clearly countless amount of time and effort they put into all their stuff. But I'm not a person who's good with words and I'm even worse at explaining feelings, especially when I don't even know what any of these feelings actually are. Again, never having experienced anything like this seems to have put me into a position of not really knowing how to deal with any of it. I've got the gratitude thing there figured out, but the rest? Best I can paint is me doing a shrug with a whole bunch of question marks floating around me.
"Thank you" seems incredibly insufficient and it sucks that it's all I have.
