Can't Get

I sometimes don't like seeing something rad because uuuuugh no income suuuuucks

Like it's not something I need, but it's something I know I want and I'm like pulling my hair because it feels so unfaiiiiiir _{allow me to be a whiny baby okay hahaha}

It's also one of those things where there are layers to it, but I don't want the cheapest option. Oh no, no way. I want the whole package aka the most expensive tier. Why am I like this?

They have a giveaway thing going, but like I know I'm not getting it let's be real here hahaha

One day I will have a decent income so I when I come across moments where I'm like "must have" I can actually, you know, just afford it. *sigh* The dream